tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-222488382024-03-12T21:32:31.825-07:00Good, better, best; never let it rest till your good is better and your better is bestCiuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-88633476681144439562008-01-31T04:47:00.000-08:002008-01-31T04:55:21.203-08:00La inceput, mai apoi, acum........... tot 4<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhodMqiQLRacU627fXEV-LghfEbd4TH2kOby7PGNorjk9jW5_4y7ClZnBtlLT8iLts1PLi8a2AfTZ8EyIly6SKxdYZLo2ZLvE5EYOsy8KCQDFmA8Z6I08FJBc7fSgRM85ATcgFo_A/s1600-h/DSCF5645.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhodMqiQLRacU627fXEV-LghfEbd4TH2kOby7PGNorjk9jW5_4y7ClZnBtlLT8iLts1PLi8a2AfTZ8EyIly6SKxdYZLo2ZLvE5EYOsy8KCQDFmA8Z6I08FJBc7fSgRM85ATcgFo_A/s320/DSCF5645.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5161623323514395298" /></a><br /><br /><br />La inceput eram 4 si toate in Cluj, apoi am ramas tot 4, dar 3 in Cluj si una in Bucuresti, mai apoi tot 4 am ramas, dar 2 in Cluj si 2 in Bucuresti, in curand vom fi tot 4, dar 2 in Cluj, 1 in Bucuresti si una in Santo Domingo (Republica Dominicana):)<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"> Mali este noul MCP al Republicii Dominicane:):):)</span><br /><br />PS: tot 4 vom ramane chiar daca fiecare pe un alt continentCiuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-88748287710760078052008-01-23T11:26:00.000-08:002008-01-23T11:52:37.392-08:00And it happened:)<span style="font-style:italic;">2008 started in a very, very big rush with unpredictable experiences, a lot of moments of happiness and a lot or tiredness. <br /><br />It is not the moment or the space here to comment the moments I've passed through at the beginning of this year, the only thing that I want to mention and to re enforce is that AIESEC is a youth organization aiming to develop in its members ethical and moral leadership abilities. In AIESEC we have the power to create an ideal world, a world where everybody fights for the same goals, where we don't have conflicts, we help each other develop, we are tolerant and have respect for the others. Sometimes I have this impression that the ideal AIESEC I've imagined does not exists, because I saw many conflicts, many disrespectfully situations. My only question: will we really have that positive impact in society if we keep on acting like in a football game? <br /><br />None of these experiences stopped me from trying to create a new global power, "Exchange". I want to spend one more year in this amazing organization, and in this year to bring global performance on Exchange. I love Exchange, and this is it I can not get ride of this passion:). <br /><br />Two hours ago I wrote the last word on maybe the most complex application form that I filled in till now. Officially I am a candidate for the position of AI VP Exchange Management. <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">" I am Raluca, and I see Growth"</span><br /><br />The game goes on and the final decision will be in a month from now. <br /><br />All these things wouldn't have been possible if it hadn't been for my dear beloved, my dear Sex in the City, my dear MC team and my dear AIESEC Cluj-Napoca. Thanks a lot for supporting me throughout all my journey and maybe next year we will see each other in Rotterdam:). <span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span><span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;"><span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span></span></span></span>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-11624825125725115132007-10-29T04:08:00.000-07:002007-10-29T04:23:42.500-07:00What is friendship?It is a rainy day outside and I stay at my desk looking outside and thinking about different experiences that made my life more beautiful. <br /><br />One thing that comes right now in my mind are the people that used to be near me when I was happy, when I was sad, when I was smiling and crying. They are not many, they used to be more, but unfortunately it seems that all our friendship was a false one, based on a fake foundation/ With all this, my real friends are very special for me and feel them close to me day by day, even if maybe there are hundred kilo between us, they are still there. <br /><br />There are some things that life thought me about friendship, some of them harsh, some of them sweet, but in the end valuable ones. <br /><br />- I've learned that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by<br /><br />- I've learned that you can do something or nothing with a best friend and still have the best time<br /><br />- I've learned that there is nothing more painful then hurting your best friend or being hurt by this<br /><br />-I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important<br /><br />-I've learned that a best friend's family soon feels like your own<br /><br />-I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying whatever it is<br /><br />-I've learned that when your heart has been broken, a best friend is the best band-aid for it<br /><br />-I've learned that in many cases, a hug and a kind word from a best friend is the only thing that helps get you through the day<br /><br />-I've learned that best friends stay up all night and on the phone for hours talking without even realizing it<br /><br />I have just few best friends, but for sure the best one:)Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1978824879825101172007-09-17T08:03:00.000-07:002007-09-17T08:23:26.449-07:00la 23 de anisi iata ca am 23 de ani.....<br /><br />in castile mele rasuna de zor " viata are gust, bucurate de ea"....si asa voi face...la 23 de ani sunt fericita.....iubesc si sunt iubita....am prieteni minunati....am o familie frumoasa....am un frate de treaba....lucrez ceva care imi place tare mult.... vise mari.....simt ca traiesc asa cum imi place si cum vreau.....in cateva cuvinte ma simt bine<br /><br />viata este intr-adevar doar o data si vreau sa ma bucur:)<br /><br />totul poate fi redat prin imagini....viata mea de acum poate fi descrisa astfel<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikJijthnRlfkNjz7n82kftVPbEpIamFjGvqj7kODUmqYOmYjnjVgyqztWIFNDUVoEjKcM05f6sra6qf6tC34RruGbme_NdyJwfVpyn9x1Qsu714DBkdQMsGqCRgjroRMMqX534UQ/s1600-h/P8261443.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikJijthnRlfkNjz7n82kftVPbEpIamFjGvqj7kODUmqYOmYjnjVgyqztWIFNDUVoEjKcM05f6sra6qf6tC34RruGbme_NdyJwfVpyn9x1Qsu714DBkdQMsGqCRgjroRMMqX534UQ/s200/P8261443.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111190640437343202" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdB70cRexV793j8BONNOLXfXkbGp1ncFC_WmG6ET0BuFOrEdRgprRbmeRY6bgRC_CWofnsZkiMOL_h6cxWQc42CU9B8V9jRcs_QlT_TAmV_k0_91fAhAq-H2Ig6IwbOgzFeceE5g/s1600-h/P8261450.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdB70cRexV793j8BONNOLXfXkbGp1ncFC_WmG6ET0BuFOrEdRgprRbmeRY6bgRC_CWofnsZkiMOL_h6cxWQc42CU9B8V9jRcs_QlT_TAmV_k0_91fAhAq-H2Ig6IwbOgzFeceE5g/s200/P8261450.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111191185898189810" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgKIFWTPB58rF2hDp6sCefiGeIeySSIwKQMoKKnC3TIn38tvEQg_9HHl0ccN3FI8I1xDQHW7C0C7MZbXGupUhcF2VlGiKdg6L52ZEZrUzY8vcVqy335_TPG6ahim-jkStoK7dv0g/s1600-h/P8311585.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgKIFWTPB58rF2hDp6sCefiGeIeySSIwKQMoKKnC3TIn38tvEQg_9HHl0ccN3FI8I1xDQHW7C0C7MZbXGupUhcF2VlGiKdg6L52ZEZrUzY8vcVqy335_TPG6ahim-jkStoK7dv0g/s200/P8311585.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111191538085508098" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz2VzqaIEzrARw7RXmkklTfhm45B8cnoDWAjy4PnExtWCz731X2YoddFEymz3KFQUwHN43ETdHBZPH564e-xCDtgILXvIme2KeDxhyF_hjDm98IsnwmtQmhkMyzQPYDwwfNYBm1w/s1600-h/P9156102.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz2VzqaIEzrARw7RXmkklTfhm45B8cnoDWAjy4PnExtWCz731X2YoddFEymz3KFQUwHN43ETdHBZPH564e-xCDtgILXvIme2KeDxhyF_hjDm98IsnwmtQmhkMyzQPYDwwfNYBm1w/s200/P9156102.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111191847323153426" /></a> <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifk3A2Ca8C26zatmlhpMN7qXKBh7xIXFViDRJ2IER8czwPLXDrID1BTpxVlF4m3xwSSn0gVDGdiky770XJV0EtZst2j-IFEOxoDievle5uQI_CI9V3Xlcgqj39B1nbRu9QYQtzDA/s1600-h/P8011210.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifk3A2Ca8C26zatmlhpMN7qXKBh7xIXFViDRJ2IER8czwPLXDrID1BTpxVlF4m3xwSSn0gVDGdiky770XJV0EtZst2j-IFEOxoDievle5uQI_CI9V3Xlcgqj39B1nbRu9QYQtzDA/s200/P8011210.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111192173740667938" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKKaDbW61nlgX44ZePgid49c9d7Tp1m2o9NqdOr-GgYm7sUYE3h-U_RSjyyAF4A-q5MWWc4YZTWAiwR1ynDLfJldtdEnDfiewBCosaU52rJLMMcG9LNyaa9blps7lGPyn81Eo5pA/s1600-h/P8311555.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKKaDbW61nlgX44ZePgid49c9d7Tp1m2o9NqdOr-GgYm7sUYE3h-U_RSjyyAF4A-q5MWWc4YZTWAiwR1ynDLfJldtdEnDfiewBCosaU52rJLMMcG9LNyaa9blps7lGPyn81Eo5pA/s200/P8311555.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111193363446608946" /></a><br /><br />IUBIRE....PRIETENI....ECHIPA...EXCHANGE...EU...FAMILIA MEA== Raluca la 23 de aniCiuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-53859543998917174102007-08-15T07:38:00.000-07:002007-08-15T07:49:33.500-07:00Viata ca o petrecere<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://ciuci.myaiesec.net/uploaded_images/P3050989-790042.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://ciuci.myaiesec.net/uploaded_images/P3050989-789544.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://ciuci.myaiesec.net/uploaded_images/P9176143-797438.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://ciuci.myaiesec.net/uploaded_images/P9176143-796950.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://ciuci.myaiesec.net/uploaded_images/Picture-037-765075.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://ciuci.myaiesec.net/uploaded_images/Picture-037-765071.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />In cateva minute mergem la Carrefour, ne cumparam un televizor...yuppi, vom avea in camera noastra ceva care sa ne relaxeze dupa o zi de munca, ne vom putea uita la stiti, la meciuri....sunt fericita.<br /><br />Dar, pana sa plec am descoperit pe un blog a unei prietene o super fraza, care m-a facut sa zambesc si sa ii dau atata dreptate cele ce a spus-o <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">" Viata s-ar putea sa nu fie petrecerea la care am visat, dar, daca tot am ajuns aici, hai sa dansam!"</span><br /><br />Foarte faina chestie, sper ca unii dintre voi participati la cea mai faina petrecere a voastra, sper ca cei care nu cred ca sunt la cea mai faina petrecere, sa treaca peste asta si sa se bucure totusi de ea, fiindca nu prea stim cat o sa dureze, si cu sigurantza de alta nu se vor mai bucura.Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-63326514831920204252007-08-06T03:35:00.000-07:002007-08-06T03:36:21.157-07:00Funny test<div align="center"> <br><img src="http://images.similarminds.com/leader/5.jpg"><br><a href="http://similarminds.com/othertests.html">What Famous Leader Are You?</a><br><font size="1"><a href="http://similarminds.com">personality tests by similarminds.com</a></font></div>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-31134407690512036012007-07-23T02:35:00.000-07:002007-07-23T07:37:12.803-07:00For YOUI think people are the greatest invention ever, without, there won't be anything to make this life so amazing.<br /><br />I like to express my feelings regarding people I admire, but I often do this in writting than in speaking, so this post is dedicated to a person I admire a lot, the dearest of my heart.<br /><br />I just want to tell YOU that you offered me so many lessons, YOU taught me so many things, YOU challenged me so many times, YOU made me feel alive so many moments...and all this just being you.<br /><br />I'm more than proud to have you next to me, I'm more than lucky to hear your heart beating almost each day, I'm more than glad to have somebody with me.<br /><br />Life is a complicated road, but for YOU this was not a unbeaten thing, YOU followed your dreams, threw away the rocks in front you, and now you shine...and all because YOU didn't give up.<br /><br />All my respect for the person you are, all my respect for a wonderful job you made, all my respect for your courage.<br /><br />Thanks a lot for every moment and every lesson offered.<br /><br />YOU are and will always be a special person for me.Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-31127246923561986102007-07-01T12:53:00.000-07:002007-07-01T13:18:09.472-07:00Back in the past!!!Tomorrow I have the final exam, the big moment is so close to me, in few hours with a little bit of luck I will say that I graduated.<br /><br />But this post is not entirely about this, it's about 4 of my best days that I had recently. On Wensday morning I packed and traveled in my home town,I was confused, I would have enjoyed more to stay in Bucharest. On the platform somebody has waiting for me, even though I live 3 minutes from the train station, but she always does this, it was my mother, who had a really nice smile on her face, I realized how much I missed her. <br /><br />Driving back home, after a little shopping, I saw him, my dear father, smiling and smiling, but as always not showing his real feelings:). The first thing that popped out my mind was that is good to be home, with your dearest people. <br /><br />All of a sudden my memories started to came back, everything seemed more tiny now, the house, the surroundings, even the town, with all this everything that surrounded me had a memory behind. I was happy to recapture all this, I was happy to be home, I enjoyed every minute spent with my dear parents.<br /><br />My car, another thing that I realized how much I missed, at the beginning a little scared, how Adela told me:), then more and more comfortable, I drove a lot, to relax, to enjoy what I used to call my town. <br /><br />Ten years before 3 girls sitting on a bench, decided that that would be their bench, and after 20 years they will come and meet there, it was me and my friends from that period, still ten years to pass, one of them is in Spain and the other one in Cluj.<br /><br />I love walking, and this relaxes me a lot. My mother knew that, and each night we took me for a walk in the neighborhood, telling me all the news:), and asking me questions for my future, planning her future together with me.<br /><br />I saw my old school, the classroom where I spent 8 years,I saw the place where I used to call " me and Gabi place". All this are just beautiful moments that from a reason or other I forgot them. But what I forgot is how is to be home, with your parents, just you and your feelings. <br /><br />After 4 years of studying this was my longest holiday home, 4 days, and I admit it was one of the best.<br /><br />Everything ended as usual, they took me to the train station, this time my father because this is the tradition, kissed me and wished me luck.<br /><br />I feel more motivated now, because I realized home that nothing is how it was before, neither my town, nor the people that live there, nor the old school....nothing...I have as well to turn the page and grow up, start a new level of my life.<br /><br />A great trip in the past, envisioning a great future, building an amazing present!!!Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-27555384288433074282007-05-17T04:30:00.000-07:002007-05-17T04:39:30.963-07:00Reflectii in luna maiIntr-o pauza scurta, mi-am dat drumul la mp3 player si am inceput sa ma gandesc despre ce as vrea sa aflu astazi. Am citit de dimineatza mai multe blog-uri unde erau post-uri dedicate lui Octavian Paler, si parca mi-a ramas intiparita figura sa, asa ca am vrut ca descopar si alti ilustrii ai scrisului. L-am descoperit pe Pablo Neruda, poet si om politic chilian, laureat al premiului Nobel pentru literatura in 1971.<br /><br />Am citit un poem tare fain " Cine moare?", poem care din nou, ca si in cazul poemului lui Octavian Paler, mi-a dat parca aripi, m-a facut sa zambesc si sa constientizez inca o data ca viatza spre diferenta de multe alte lucruri/persoane nu iti da o a 2 a sansa.<br /><br /><div align="center"> <p><span style="color:#990000;"><b>CINE MOARE? </b></span></p> <p><span style="color:#990000;">de PabloNeruda</span></p> </div> <p align="center"><span style="color:#990000;">Moare cate putin cine se transforma in sclavul<br /> obisnuintei, urmand in fiecare zi aceleasi<br /> traiectorii; cine nu-si schimba existenta; cine nu<br /> risca sa construiasca ceva nou; cine nu vorbeste cu<br /> oamenii pe care nu-i cunoaste.</span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color:#990000;">Moare cate putin cine-si face din televiziune un guru.<br /> Moare cate putin cine evita pasiunea, cine prefera<br /> negrul pe alb si punctele pe "i" in locul unui<br /> vartej de emotii, acele emotii care invata ochii sa staluceasca,<br /> oftatul sa surada si care elibereaza sentimentele inimii. </span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color:#990000;">Moare cate putin cine nu pleaca atunci cand este<br /> nefericit in lucrul sau; cine<br /> nu risca certul pentru incert pentru a-si indeplini un vis; cine<br /> nu-si permite macar o data in viata sa nu asculte sfaturile<br /> "responsabile". Moare cate putin cine nu calatoreste; cine nu<br /> citeste; cine nu asculta muzica; cine nu cauta harul din el insusi.</span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color:#990000;">Moare cate putin cine-si distruge dragostea; cine nu se lasa ajutat<br /> Moare cate putin cine-si petrece zilele plangandu-si de mila si<br /> detestand ploaia care nu mai inceteaza. Moare cate putin cine<br /> abandoneaza un proiect inainte de a-l fi inceput; cine nu intreaba<br /> de frica sa nu se faca de ras si cine nu raspunde chiar daca<br /> cunoaste intrebarea. Evitam moartea cate putin, amintindu-ne<br /> intotdeauna ca "a fi viu" cere un efort mult mai mare decat simplul<br /> fapt de a respira. Doar rabdarea cuminte ne va face sa cucerim o<br /> fericire splendida. Totul depinde de cum o traim... Daca va fi sa te<br /> infierbanti, infierbanta-te la soare Daca va fi sa inseli,<br /> inseala-ti stomacul. Daca va fi sa plangi, plange de bucurie. Daca va<br /> fi sa minti, minte in privinta varstei tale. Daca va fi sa furi, fura<br /> o sarutare. Daca va fi sa pierzi, pierde-ti frica. Daca va fi sa simti<br /> foame, simte foame de iubire. Daca va fi sa doresti sa fii fericit,<br /> doreste-ti in fiecare zi... </span></p>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-17395526224448650372007-04-05T15:08:00.001-07:002007-04-05T15:09:39.741-07:00Despre prietenie...In drum spre Bucuresti asta noapte stateam si ma gandeam ce inseamna prietenie...care este lucrul care face o prietenie speciala.....care este ultimul lucru care ar putea strica o prietenie....ce este atat de minunat in a avea prieteni....<br /><br />Dar chiar ce este atat de minunat....ptr mine este minunat pentru ca banii, placerile de moment sunt volatile, unicul lucru care se pastreaza peste ani si ani sunt prieteniile.....ptr mine este minunat sa ai prieteni adevarati ptr ca bani nu te invatza nimik, poate doar sa devi o persona mai haina, oameni te invatza sa traiesti...<br /><br />Ptr mine este minunat sa ai prieteni adevarati fiindca nu sunt ca bani, trec si vin, ei sunt alaturi de tine si la bine si la rau, te invatza cand gresesti, te felicita cand reusesti, nu te parasesc cand iti este greu pentru ca lor sa le fie bine...<br /><br />De ce acest moment de introspectie...pentru ca azi am realizat un lucru extraordinar....nimik nu poate dobori respectul, sentimentele pe care le ai pentru un prieten drag...nimik nu te poate face sa iti lasi prietenul la nadejde....nimik nu te lasa sa il lasi pe jos si tu sa treci mai departe...<br />doar cand am simtit toate aceste lucruri am putut spune ca da, sunt si am prieteni adevarati.....si astazi am simtit.....am simtit ca nimik nu poate fi atat de important pentru a renunta la un prieten adevarat.....incercarile ar trebui sa ne intareasca.....ar trebui sa avem mereu in minte ca dureaza o gramada de timp sa inchegam o prietenie trainica, si doar 1 minut sa o rupem....am simtit ca ce conteaza pentru mine sunt experientele pe care le traiesc alaturi de cineva, nu beneficiile ,materiale pe care mi le ofera....am simtit ca am 4 prieteni care sunt parte din mine....am simtit ca nimik nu ma va face sa renunt la ei.<br /><br />this is for my best friends....<br />Gabi, Miha, Mali, LuckiCiuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1157969134351605362006-09-11T02:56:00.000-07:002006-09-11T03:05:37.420-07:00Tears over tears....the sky is not that blue<span style="font-family:arial;">sometimes life gives you surprise by surprise....you realize that you have change....you realize that you want more....but most important you realize that other people are stronger than you, are capable of ruin you...and for what? did you judge them, no....did you make something wrong to them, maybe.....these are just thought about a tragic reallity...people want you ruined....but the bad news for them is that I won't give up so easy, because if you want something badly you will have it.....people, the best thing to want near you, in the same time your biggest enemies.....I will stay and think twice about who are my friends...for sure another battle with my life....and <strong>I won't give up</strong>....</span>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1153931576677120802006-07-26T09:21:00.000-07:002006-07-26T09:32:56.686-07:00a new milestone.....new great friendsI was thinking at this post since I arrived home from LPM, but for 1 day and a half I couldn't simply find my words about the feelings that I have........the last 11 days spent with my EB team were one of the best that I lived until know....so many things came up, some many things united us...it was simply a unique team experience.....the most amazing thing for me was when I was missing them during the time they had session.....I missed laughting, talking, joking with them.....during the plenary sessions each time I was looking for their presence as if they were the ones that give me all the energy that I needed......it is hard to express exactly the feelings that I have right now, when I am listening to one of the songs that were close to us in these days " day by day".......I feel the luckiest person as I had such a great chance to know, to understand my team, and see them as great friends.....right now sitting at my laptop and writing this post I miss them, but I am so happy that I realized this 8 month before finishing our term, for sure I will do my best to have together the best team experience ever........Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1152048649193767962006-07-04T13:54:00.000-07:002006-07-04T14:30:49.320-07:00My parents. LOVE. EFFORT.CONFIDENCE<span style="font-family:arial;">There would be so many things to be said, but simple words are the right answer....what I feel in these moments is strange........I miss my parents, they want me to go and see them, isn't that logic:)....I will go because I need them, I need to see their face......these days some weird things happened, I was in a bus and I started thinking what thing would make my parents more proud than ever.......thinking I realized that I don't know for sure, but with all this I imagined me making that thing and having the occasion to tell them thank you for everything...........what came my mind in that moment was to find that ultimate thing, but then I realize that I don't want to be too late and not to have the occassion to tell them thank you for everything......so I decided to write them a letter and give them this letter when I will go this weekend home....the letter goes like this:</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">" Dear mom and dad,</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for offering me the best gift ever.....my life</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for creating me an unique life</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for dedicating your life to me</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for supporting me in every each decision that I took</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for calling me almost each day just for asking me " Ce faci iubita?"</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for trusting me and proving me this day by day</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for the feeling that I have that somebody is with me anytime</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Thank you for being my best friends!!!!! </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;">One day, I will offer you what you offered me, I will make sure that I will give you back the happiness that you offered me, the confort of living without problems what you created for me, the unlimited love that I feel every day!!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Thank you, your little Ralu, Cuca, Ralucutza "</em> </span>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1151223767570838092006-06-25T01:17:00.000-07:002006-06-25T13:14:32.833-07:00A day spent with my team<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://static.flickr.com/67/174764461_bffddec465.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://static.flickr.com/67/174764461_bffddec465.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">Half past 4 A.M, get off from the Bucharest train, had a nap for 3 hours..........9 A.M EB Meeting.......my head was killing me, my eyes couldn't see too well, my sun glasses really helped me....two cups of coffee</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> in 2</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> hours...</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">...6 people that made my day</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> a really nice one,..........I completely forgot abo</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">ut the sleep th</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">at used to kill me at the beginning of the day.......1 P.M</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> first</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://static.flickr.com/59/174764457_b30bd4d13e.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://static.flickr.com/59/174764457_b30bd4d13e.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> part of the meetings is done,</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> we had</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> lots of discussions, took lots of</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> picture and had a lot of good time with cumpara</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">, </span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">cu</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">mpara, my friends now what I am talking about......1.30 P.M is time for lunch, we went to the student restaurant, meanwhile we</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> som</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;">e people sleeping under some trees, made us think how would we look after finishing our term :), while having launch my team mates put me to pass the trust test, a very weird test that I couldn't even imagine that I would test, but I did it :) ....to give you</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> an insight it is kind of a Turkish role call :)......2.30 P.M, the other part of the EB meeting, better said the structure task force</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://static.flickr.com/58/174764466_2f62c1c73a.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://static.flickr.com/58/174764466_2f62c1c73a.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> is about to start, we went buying ice cream and cherries and went to Hash place....4 girls and Bobo :)....the way to Hash place was really funny, first</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> we lost Andreea then after we found her, unfortunately she did not find us and it started sort of hide and seek game :)......in the end we all met at Hash place and started our discussions, 2 hours of thinking what</span></span><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> is the best solution for our LC, two hours of questioning, two hours of real EB life :)..........at 17.30 P.M our schedule finished, we all went home to study cause the exams are killing</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://static.flickr.com/46/174764464_5581864b2c.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px;" src="http://static.flickr.com/46/174764464_5581864b2c.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style=""><span style="font-family:arial;"> us:)........the best thing is that I went home smiling and dreaming how my best year will look with all this people around me.......for sure it will be great, for sure I will thank them for offering me the chance to know them!!!</span></span><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">I may say that this was one of my best days since I am a president, but why so cause it looks like a normal day, yet for me not, because what I like most in a team is the family feeling, and in that day I felt it all around me......</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">Thanks guys for this amazing day, I think it gave me all the reflection that I needed in AIESEC :), for sure this year will be a memorable year for you, because I took my commitment of offering us the best time ever:)</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">Thanks God for having the amazing chance of being an AIESEC member, and without even think to at the beginning of April 2004, succeed in being present of AIESEC Cluj-Napoca at the end of January 2006</span><span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">What I promised to myself is not to let this year pass without having the time of my life, after 2 months of being president I already have experiences that for sure will contribute to the success of this year, so this means I'm following the right path :)</span></div>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1149977272125256032006-06-10T14:21:00.000-07:002006-06-10T15:07:54.710-07:00About my friends<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Ooooo.......there are so many feelings that I have in this moment: there's love, there's happiness, there's sadness, there's a lot of questioning......I am having the best period of my life, I live the period that I gives me the greatest challenges that I could ever have.....</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">During the last period I reflected a lot at the changes that happened lately in my life, oh my God there is such a difference between Raluca,the sixteen years old girls partying from one club to another, studying 3 extra courses just to know new things, and Ciuci, the almost 22 years girls in an unfinished self discovery trip, always wanting to be better and better.......</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">One week ago I had one of the most revealing coffee with the person that I love most, it was a coffee that made me think a lot at my behaviour, my way of thinking, my way of acting.....</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I discovered that my biggest achievment that I have until now are my friends, because I have really good friends, friends that say to me" Congratz", friends that say to me" you should think twice", friends that help me grow.......</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I will write down some special lyrics for me, lyrics that express the feelings that I have for the three Sex in the City Girls (Miha, Mali, Lucki), feelings that I have for Stefan, Rada.......feelings that I have for the person that I love the most and is as well one of my best friends, Gabi.....</span></span><br /></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span><pre style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Sometimes people come into your life<br /><br />Like they're meant to be<br /><br />And suddenly you've found someone<br /><br />Who sees the world like you see</span></pre><br /><pre><span style="font-family: arial;">And you laugh like crazy</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">At all the crazy things</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">That no one thinks are funny but you</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">That's when I knew</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">That I had a friend so true</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">If my world were crumbling down</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">You are the one I'd want around</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Cause through everything you've shown me that</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">You were the one who had my back</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Remember the laughs</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Then add up the dreams</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">And take it to the nth degree</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">We'll be friends forever</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Cause you'll be forever in my heart</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">That's where best friends are</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">There will always be hard times</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I'm glad I've got you to see me through</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">And I will never forget your smile</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I just have to say thank you</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">For being there always</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Even the darkest days</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Especially when you didn't have to</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">That's when I knew</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I had a friend in you</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">So if your world should fall apart</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Call me I'll run to where you are</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I only hope that I can be</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Half of the friend you've been to me</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">thanks a lot for every thing.....and most especially cause I know you are next to me always :)</span><br /></pre>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1146344304383931982006-04-29T13:48:00.001-07:002006-04-29T14:11:58.776-07:00guess who am I<span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;">looking these days on the internet I found a very intresting site called googlism :)......what is this? its description says something like this....... Googlism.com will find out what </span><a href="http://www.google.com/"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;">Google.com</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;"> thinks of you, your friends or anything! Search for your name here or for a good laugh check out some of the popular Googlisms below<br /><br />raluca is under the supervision of dr feng li and dr jason whalley<br />raluca is an extremely hard worker and is a great team playerraluca is offline registered<br />raluca is employed as a collaborator at the "commission for work and social protection"<br />raluca is in the process of writing an article for the circuit about our chapter<br />raluca is a romanian national living in romania who speaks english<br />raluca is already familiar with current real estate values<br />raluca is the most "power" women i have ever known<br />raluca is from austria and a dear friend to me<br />raluca is the type who won't let anyone take one moment of her time away from her<br />raluca israluca is also new at casa shalom<br /><br />really funny...you can make your day with this googlismn!!!!<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;">but when looking for Ciuci I received the following answer Sorry, </span><a href="http://www.google.com/"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;">Google</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;"> doesn't know enough about ciuci yet. :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#333333;">let's see about AIESEC<br /><br />aiesec is basicaiesec is a valuable learning experience<br />aiesec is all about international opportunities<br />aiesec is the bestaiesec is definitely a ?can<br />aiesec is a valuable learning experience whether you are going on a traineeship or participating in running aiesec’s exchange activities<br />aiesec is an internationalaiesec is an acronym for l'association internationale des étudiantaiesec is a global<br />aiesec is the world's largest internationalaiesec is working towards globally<br />aiesec is one of the most effective institutions that exists in this regard<br />aiesec is active ranges from argentina to zimbabweaiesec is a global organisation operating in 87 countries all over the world<br />aiesec is a new organization here at rice<br />aiesec is challenging me every day and i like challeges<br />aiesec is people show us how cool do you look like<br />aiesec is founded on international experienceaiesec is able to provide the resumes of job candidates to your company<br />aiesec is the world's premier international work exchange organizatio dedicated to increasing cultural understanding<br />aiesec is our worldwide network and the great variety opportunities we are able to offer<br />aiesec is the world's premiere studentaiesec is the best way to gain international work experienceaiesec is the worlds largest international<br />aiesec is a big family around the world<br />aiesec is trying to make people aware of other culturesaiesec is done by ai<br />aiesec is an international exchangeaiesec is consolidating its focus<br /><br />googlism is also smart :)</span>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1142377875675124852006-03-14T14:48:00.000-08:002006-03-21T16:04:55.313-08:00hapsad....exctly how life is: a mix of feelings and experiences<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102);font-family:verdana;" >I wonder how can situations change so much... from a second to another....how can we be happy for a second and than out of the blue sad for two seconds....... </span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102);font-family:verdana;" >MPN was one of my best conferences in AIESEC...the conference that convinced me the most that I made the right decision when running for LCP......yes I'm surrounded by wonderful people, people that make me feel so in loved with this organization.....I would have never though that I could meet so many special people in my own LC....and then I figured out that I have never tried to know them better....wrong really wrong...because most probably we would have been good friends until now....but is never to late :)......</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,102);font-family:verdana;" >But, even though everything seemed to be the greatest week I had....something happend ..... today I walked for 2 hours just thinking at what do I want from my personal life.....yes, I read a lot because I want to develop myself, yes I have friends that are next to me, yes my family is my best friend, yes I have a great boyfriend....but something is missing, and you don't realize that until you are about to lose it....what I learnt these days, that honestly weren't the best I had, was just a small thing " live what you have in the moment you have it because in the next second you may lose it".......there are certain things that I know right know but from this puzzle is missing just one person" me" and what do I really want......though question with hard answers......I need time for myself and just for myself because I feel my life running and carrying me after it without my will.....I hope I will find that moment and that strenght to do what will make me say " this is how I want to live"....in this moment I don't really know how I want to live, there are just some clues that I have but no certain road.......I will try to find my road and I will stop everything, friends or feelings, that may inflence the way I will drive my life from now on.....</span></span> </div>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1140389986191574692006-02-19T14:29:00.000-08:002006-02-21T00:02:11.120-08:00the chance that I was given<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"> </span></span><p style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Yeah...... it seems that my desire to write something is alive again:)....I did not want to create my blog because I simply considered that I don't have something valuable to write, but I decided to let this aside and give my soul the chance to speak in written words....</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"> The things that you lose are the things that you loved most, and in many cases the sad part is that only after you lose it you realized how much you loved them and how many things you could have done better. It is really sad because we hardly force ourselves to live in tolerance, to laugh when we need, to cry when we have to, to do madness things, we control ourselves from various silly reasons without realizing that could be our last chance. Why having a hard fight with our boyfiend/girlfiend instead of discussing in peace, maybe tomorrow we regret that we lost the chance to say "I love you", why not having a crazy night with our friends then just go home because next day we have things to do, maybe we won't have this chance again.....why not living the moment and at the end of the day to say "today I was happy"......we just have one chance to live and is just our option how we live it........my mother told me once that no matter what day you had don't go to sleep without saying "I love you" to the person next to you, without saying "Thank you" to the person that help you or " You did a great job" to the person that deserve that.....she was so true......</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"> You now I hardly express my feelings and I needed a bad thing to happen in order to realize how stupid I was....you know why because..... I never told Rada that I like staying in the kitchen with her drinking our coffee and talking girl stuff, I never told Stefan that I admire him the most and I want him to be my mentor, I never told Miha she is really my best friend, I never told Lucki that I wish I had a sister and now I found on, I did not prove Gabi enough that his the person that I really love the most and I really trust him....what am I waiting?...these people have to be told these things in order to have my heart satisfied....but I did not do it?!</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"> Thank you God that you did not take me the chance to tell Rada what I fell....thank you God that you showed me once again that we should live our life in the best way and at the end of the day we can say <span style="font-size:130%;">"I'm happy"</span></span></span> <o:p></o:p></p><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22248838.post-1140135235872618682006-02-16T16:11:00.000-08:002006-02-16T16:13:55.873-08:00First time is always special<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Smile </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Sit up straight. Lift your head up. Lift your eyes. Take a long, deep breath, and smile. </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Though things may be far from perfect for you, act like it's a great day to be alive. </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Because it is. </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Keep a smile on your face and in your voice. Put a spring in your step. Act like you </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">would act if you were the most confident, successful, joyful person in your town. Speak </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">toothers in kind and positive terms. Think and speak to yourself the same way. </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Embrace the challenges and see their positive possibilities. </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">There is no need to delay, even for another moment, the fulfillment that life can bring. </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">See the world around you for what it is, and know that it cannot bring you down. Live </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">today as if it is the best day you could possibly imagine. And in doing that you make it </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">so. </span></span><br /></div>Ciuci aka Rachelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10996440743702557478noreply@blogger.com0