Monday, July 23, 2007

For YOU

I think people are the greatest invention ever, without, there won't be anything to make this life so amazing.

I like to express my feelings regarding people I admire, but I often do this in writting than in speaking, so this post is dedicated to a person I admire a lot, the dearest of my heart.

I just want to tell YOU that you offered me so many lessons, YOU taught me so many things, YOU challenged me so many times, YOU made me feel alive so many moments...and all this just being you.

I'm more than proud to have you next to me, I'm more than lucky to hear your heart beating almost each day, I'm more than glad to have somebody with me.

Life is a complicated road, but for YOU this was not a unbeaten thing, YOU followed your dreams, threw away the rocks in front you, and now you shine...and all because YOU didn't give up.

All my respect for the person you are, all my respect for a wonderful job you made, all my respect for your courage.

Thanks a lot for every moment and every lesson offered.

YOU are and will always be a special person for me.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Back in the past!!!

Tomorrow I have the final exam, the big moment is so close to me, in few hours with a little bit of luck I will say that I graduated.

But this post is not entirely about this, it's about 4 of my best days that I had recently. On Wensday morning I packed and traveled in my home town,I was confused, I would have enjoyed more to stay in Bucharest. On the platform somebody has waiting for me, even though I live 3 minutes from the train station, but she always does this, it was my mother, who had a really nice smile on her face, I realized how much I missed her.

Driving back home, after a little shopping, I saw him, my dear father, smiling and smiling, but as always not showing his real feelings:). The first thing that popped out my mind was that is good to be home, with your dearest people.

All of a sudden my memories started to came back, everything seemed more tiny now, the house, the surroundings, even the town, with all this everything that surrounded me had a memory behind. I was happy to recapture all this, I was happy to be home, I enjoyed every minute spent with my dear parents.

My car, another thing that I realized how much I missed, at the beginning a little scared, how Adela told me:), then more and more comfortable, I drove a lot, to relax, to enjoy what I used to call my town.

Ten years before 3 girls sitting on a bench, decided that that would be their bench, and after 20 years they will come and meet there, it was me and my friends from that period, still ten years to pass, one of them is in Spain and the other one in Cluj.

I love walking, and this relaxes me a lot. My mother knew that, and each night we took me for a walk in the neighborhood, telling me all the news:), and asking me questions for my future, planning her future together with me.

I saw my old school, the classroom where I spent 8 years,I saw the place where I used to call " me and Gabi place". All this are just beautiful moments that from a reason or other I forgot them. But what I forgot is how is to be home, with your parents, just you and your feelings.

After 4 years of studying this was my longest holiday home, 4 days, and I admit it was one of the best.

Everything ended as usual, they took me to the train station, this time my father because this is the tradition, kissed me and wished me luck.

I feel more motivated now, because I realized home that nothing is how it was before, neither my town, nor the people that live there, nor the old school....nothing...I have as well to turn the page and grow up, start a new level of my life.

A great trip in the past, envisioning a great future, building an amazing present!!!